Figuring out the signals

So I met a woman online.
Not unusual for this day and age. I remember when meeting someone on the “World-Wide-Web” was dangerous and creepy, and that may be what’s irking me. She’s beautiful, intelligent, talented, and very my type.
There are two major drawbacks though.
She lives 1,200 miles away.
She is 12 years younger than me.
Half of the time I don’t know what I should do. The other half realizes that there is nothing I CAN do beyond what’s happening now. Namely: We’re getting to know each other better every day. And if the opportunity arrives that we can meet in person and we hit it off, then great.
But if I meet someone soon….
I find myself occasionally hoping that just as I start dating someone here she sends me a message saying, “Adam, you’re great, but I’ve found someone. Can we still be online buddies?” I would of course be OK with this, and it would assuage any guilt I had for cheating on a woman I wasn’t actually dating…

Gotta love relationship logic.

This is the crap that runs through my head during the day.

On another note!
I worked with the girl at work that is known to be a drama-queen-OCD-twat-monster.
I thought she was nice. Truly, I think she just happens to be WAY too intense most of the time and it comes off as bitchy.
Meh, I can work with almost ANYONE!!!

Oh, and I’m still pretty. That is all.

~ by theadamyouknow on October 2, 2009.